After 3 years sa wakas ma-update din tong blog ko. And the credit goes to Ms. Vanessa Villaruel-Bocacao, the 'Queen blog-reader'. Thank you, thank you... :D
After my Kforce-Amkor employment, here I am now in NGA.
Well, what I am feeling right now? I am so bored. And I am starting to ask this question 'Is this where God really wants me to be?' Do I get Him right, that this is where I should be? Salarywise, its ok. Travel time, ok. But why I am feeling like this? I am being paid without doing any work. Wow. Is it really good? Maybe for a few days, its just ok, but for a month now? I am really starting to ask questions... Hahaha
In my stay here, there were times I really asked God of the reason or reasons why.
God, what is my purpose here in my new company? I have just learned that one of our bosses say that I was too quiet. I was kinda worried because I know that the company where I work for really looks for a 'party-people' employees. I wasn't like that God. And I believe I dont have to change to fit in. But God, why am I here? What is YOUR plan for me here? I believe, and I wanted to believe that you put me here for a reason. To bring 'some' people here back to you, I guess? But you know God, today I was in doubt. In doubt of how am I going to do that if the environment here is not who I am.. I was so down :(
God, I pray and ask that YOUR will be done. Use me in this place. Use me God to let people know of what kind of God I have. A powerful and merciful God. God strengthen me physically, emotionally and most esp. spiritually. God I need YOU in this place. I wasnt that ok when Im here most of the times. There's sadness in my heart. I am not complaining God, but God please help me deal with this. Show me what YOU want me to do. i cant continue if im like this. Need YOUR help Father and Im choosing to put my trust in YOU. In Jesus name, Amen.
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