June 05... Thursday. pgkatpos ng overnight sa office..... (June 3-4)
Nkakaantok... as usual, lagi nman ata... lgi kc puyat. hehe...
ang init dito parang walang aircon... nkakaantok... di ko msyado feel un gngawa ko.... wala un mga ka-close ko dito. c irene absent.. ngpapasa ng reqts.. laya na cia.. c virna andito... miss ko c ate khulit. nkakausap ko cia pero di ko nman nkikita.. haha... c ms. rhea, absent dw pero papasok pla. pero di ko p din nkakausap sa mail... late n nman ako knina, as usual... ngbasa ko ng forum bout sa company nmin, aun, naisip ko n nman n sna makalaya n din ako... ayoko mg-change ng career path ko. ayoko snang mging tester ng ibng language, rpg nlng sna... kahit trainee nlng ulit, aus lng.. haha. ayoko maiwan dito.. ng-aapply nman ako.. pero cguro nga ndi "todo" kc still i have fears and doubts... nkakatakot un interview especially if experience un i-aask nila.. hays. sna makalaya n lhat ng gstong lumaya sa company n un... hays.. super negative at down n nman ako... sad din.. pero i wud not let those things nman to stay in my heart and my mind. if andito p din ako until now, e di cge ill find ways nlng to enjoy... cguro ill just have to see the good things behind the bad things thats happening in my life/work... ill not focus only on the left side, ill also glance to the right.... haha... adik n nman ako...
"Tell me what you want me to do Lord God, tell me what YOU want for my life..."
"BETTER THAN the RICHES OF THIS WORLD, BETTER THAN the SOUND OF MY FRIENDS' VOICES, BETTER THAN the BIGGEST DREAMS OF MY HEART, that's just the start. BETTER THAN GETTING what I SAY I NEED. BETTER THAN living the LIFE THAT I WANT TO. BETTER THAN the LOVE ANYONE COULD GIVE, YOUR LOVE IS!. YOU hold me now in YOUR arms, and NEVER LET ME GO!"
YOUR LOVE is better than all those things that my heart desires...
Ska if i let doubt and fear control me, it means i do not trust God. so why worry and fear if i have trust in Him? db db? God, give me strength and increase my faith!... Help me remove the fears and doubts in my heart...
back to work na....
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