Para san?????????????

Gusto ko lang i-share un part ng message or preaching ni Pastor Roel last sunday. Until now, eto p din un iniisip ko kya parang hirap p ko mgdecide sa ggwin ko sa work ko (work nga ba to? hehe)..

Deuteronomy 8:18 (NLT) Remember the Lord your God. He is the one who gives you power to be successful, in order to fulfill the COVENANT he confirmed to your ancestors with an oath.

Yan ang promise ni God sa'kin/sa'tin. That God will give me ability to produce wealth! yes! His promise is indeed true. Pero un promise n yan will only be given if we have COVENANT with Him. Sabi ni Pastor Roel, Yes promised ni God n i-bless tau pero we must have a covenant with God. Tos eto un question n ngstruck skin..

'What is my covenant with God?'

'What is God's covenant with me?'

Naisip ko, oo nga noh? hingi ako ng hingi ng blessing kay Lord: sa work, sa family, sa relationship, and stuffs, pero para san?

Sabi ng Lord skin,

Cge, Ill bless you with the best work that youre asking, pero PARA SAN?

Cge, Ill bless you with a good relationship with your family, friends and with people around you, pero PARA SAN?

Cge, Ill give you, wealth, money, pero PARA SAN?

PARA SAN lahat ng ina-ask mu sakin n gusto mung ibgay ko sau?

PARA SAN anak? PARA SAN GERLYN?

Wow! That was really a tough question. Mukhang mdali pero if you would really think of it, mhirap. Aq, personally, nhirapan or npaisip tlga ko dun sa tnung n un e. oo nga noh? para san nga? oo, xempre i have my answer.. xempre, its for my family, to help din or to bless other people, for my own personal growth, career growth... Maybe other or most of the people e npakarami pang mga mbubulaklak n kdahilanan why gusto nilang i-bless cla ni God. But is that really un laman ng heart ntin? un b tlga? o un lng kc un tingin nting dpat isagot pero wala nman tlga cia sa heart ntin? Kaya nga ni-rerebuke pa din ko ni God...

Gerlyn, yan b tlga? At kung yan nga, anu priority mu sa mga yan? Alam mu ba kun panu at para san mu ggmtin un ibbgay ko sau n blessing? Kaya mu bng imanage o ihandle?'

Hay... until now, yan pa din ang question n 'bumabalik-balik' sa utak ko. Pero i believe and i know n mgkakaron yan ng answer... I will first really seek, kun para san lhat ng ina-ask ko kay God, and if ever nga n merong wrong motives sa heart ko n ndi ko pansin or alam,

'LORD change my heart and my mind if ever n may gnun nga. Im allowing YOU Lord n itama un heart ko... Lord help me to be a person ready to receive all your blessings YOU have promised me...'

Ikaw? oo ikaw! Para san lhat ng hinihingi mu kay God? Kaya mu n bng i-handle un if ever?

Ayan, balik RPG na.. hehe...